/authors/evildevient/ Recent content in Evildevient on Utopia Stories Library Hugo en-us /stories/14690/ Mon, 01 Jan 0001 00:00:00 +0000 /stories/14690/ <p>Standing there looking at it gave me both a feeling of fear and excitement. The design was flawless. I have always enjoyed the lifestyle and the loss of control. But more now than ever I am driven by the experience, the expectation and of course the pain. Mistress has not seen this yet and The anticipation I am feeling is quite overwhelming. Knowing that in a few moments she will for the first time be able to give me what she calls our deepest desire. I asked her long ago to use her gifted imagination and find a way to test me both mentally and physically. I was dismayed when she told me but now I am astonished by her insight.</p>