/authors/seething/ Recent content in Seething on Utopia Stories Library Hugo en-us /stories/10153/ Mon, 01 Jan 0001 00:00:00 +0000 /stories/10153/ <p><strong>Chapter 1 - The Discovery</strong></p> <p>After years of trying to control my nymphomania, and countless thousands of dollars spent on psychiatrists, I still was no better than when I was 16. You see, for me it&rsquo;s not a need for attention or a desire for companionship that drove me to have sex - it was the sexual release - the orgasm - that I craved. I seemed to constantly crave sex. After I would reach orgasm, I was only satisfied for about an hour before I would begin to feel the strong urge to have sex again. The urge would become more and more powerful until I again satisfied it. Even at work, my lunch breaks usually included a trip to the restroom for a quick orgasm using a vibrator. Masturbation was okay and satisfied the urge, but it never compared to the feel of a real man inside of me. I fucked men every chance I had, and I hated myself for it. I couldn&rsquo;t keep a boyfriend because no one man could fuck me often enough to keep me satisfied.</p>